you know i really hate touching oily stuff and making my hands oily, i dont know why my mouth doesnt feel the same as my hands do, but i really hate it yuck.
and i really want to complain, it's not that i dont like to go home for dinner but it's really argh.
1. you see i end work at like 630 then i leave at like 7? then it's always the after work jam at that time unless i leave at like after 8? so the argh 171 will jam for super long and by the time i reach home it's like 830?! so i jam for one plus hours to go home.
2. when i get home, the food is like room temperature. And it's like my parents' room temperature not the room temperature temperature. and they on air con like what 18 degrees? it's not so cold la the food but they put it in the room for like 1 hour plus till i get home so it's still very cold. esp the soup, i never ever wanna drink the soup.
3. i dont have a microwave oven. so i must eat the cold food.
4. after bathing i eat only at like almost 9? so late eat will get fatter.
5. After eating those small portions out of the few tins (i usually dont eat the fish cos cold fish is very gross and i dont drink the soup, and there are 2 tins of rice i only eat from one tin) , i have to wash all the tins! and i also never eat using 3/4 forks and 3/4 spoons then why i must wash 3/4 days worth. and got so much rubbish and must clear away newspapers. why must wash so many things. and so oily and dirty and gross.
6. I told them to just take some of everything and put in a tin then i eat from one tin and just wash one tin but they always leave everything there.
7. When i ask them to wash they will say they work whole day, i also what!
8. then i say i also what, then they say my job is temp no stress, lower pay, less responsibilities
9. so i have to bring all to the kitchen and wash until like now? and so gross. by the time already like so late, go home straight after work also cannot do anything much then bedtime already.
10. If they wash for me they will look tired then i will feel guilty and they will think i bu4 dong3 shi4, so old still dunno how to wash dishes, dunno how to help, whole day only wait for parents to do things etcetc.
11. so i tell them again to just leave me some and we wash our ownso dont have to wash so much.
12. they never. so the last person which is me has to wash again.

sigh i dont mean to complain it's not like i do a lot of household chores, maybe im pampered but it's really sian to have to wash everybody's cold tins, clear all the leftovers, touch all the oil and soap and yuck.
sorry i need to complain,
i know im fortunate already to even have food, yes yes people in africa dont even have food. okay, smack me then,
or help me wash the dishes please.