these few days i mastered the art of communication and now im actually living well with *****. oh yay. and we can talk normally now:)) prayersworked! and shes quite cute la actually when u ignore some parts hahaha

but now my feet hurt. let me explain

cos there are 2 offices in my company one is the main office and since now we're doing ir, they opened a new office and it is at the other end of marina square.

and let me tell you, marina square is really not square at all, one end to another end is really far, marina rectangle? sounds more accurate

so besides refilling biscuits, cleaning up, washing cups, in short, being the pantry auntie, i must also bring stuff from one office from another. cos the person im helping has seats in both offices and sometimes shes there so i have to walk to find her and walk to do many things. and today i already went there 5 times! so to and fro means i already walked 7km!!! crazy right hahaha. and normally when work ends i'll walk there again so later another 700 m and plus lunch n other stuff i think i walk like 10 km everyday wahaha. so my feet's dying.

you see my little toes are like swollen and red!

and this morning i was so busy i had to walk so much and now im so free i can draw. haha so unpredictable.

and omg so cool i just used our office machine to scan the drawing i just drew hahaha

haha those things i drew behind the chair are biscuit tins!!! my ultimate nightmare.

anw tonight is going to be soooooo exciting.

Esmero Especial!

im so sick of washing cups and trays and even sicker of refilling biscuits!!!!!why the biscuits all so oily n smelly and omgggggg why am i the pantry auntie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

funny.
i wanna laugh at my naivety,

today ***** made me sit beside her whole day although i have nothing to do and i just left to do work at main office rather than stone and ***** called judith to complain and ask me back.and she made me walk to and fro very far about 3 or 4 times today and shes driving me crazy. we're currently at the ignoring mode so i dont understand why she force me to come back and ignore me. and i enjoy ignoring her i hope she ignores me forever. i almost quarelled with ***** today and i stopped cos i felt ***** will slap me or sth cos i felt like slapping her and i thought mayb she feels the same. and she is driving me crazy i hope i can sustain.
*****: "blablablablabla" (for what seems a lifetime)
"u cannot be there 24 hours a day"
me: "i dont even work 24 hours"
*****: "blablablabla..." (for another lifetime)
omg.

luckily there's jess n serene when i went back to comfort me and agree with me tt ***** is &%#^*!@^&!!
and on my way out judith(the main office recep who is in charge of 400 over pple, 4 times tt of *****) passed me a bag of chocolates and said it's to cheer me up. and she asked me not to share with *****. hahaha funny.

dear lord, pls make life with ***** better, thanks for high tolerance level though i think i may need a higher one, and i pray my blood vessels dont burst and that i wont explode and that i wont rebut her and just let it go and that i wont pull out all my hair. In Jesus most precious name, amen.

no reason for this post and dont need one. cos you're my treasure everyday:) no t*** x** pls. PUKE.

wah i havent beeon blogging for too long

anw happy chinese new year!

every new year im very free

we dont really visit so we just watch tv at home cos everywhere also closed haha

past few days i was watching this set of vcds

no one can guess what is it

haha

it's the channel 8 show by christopher lee and phyllis quek hahaha

some police show

surprisingly it's really very nice!

i found it at home then watched

and it's so nice to watch channel 8 shows without commercials:)
anw let me tell u bout my job now

seriously i think in this job i tried so many jobs it's siao

1.librarian (packed all the books/sort books/cleaned shelves in the company's library)

2.admin ( send emails, millions of lithos, pos, sorting, filing blablabla)

3.event organiser (organised amazing race with them)

4.booklet designer (designed all the booklets, cards, clues etc for amazing race)

5.photographer (dinner and dance)

6.gift wrapper

7.cleaner ( clear up the food in the conference room which they left over after meeting, arrange conference room chairs etc)

8.delivery girl ( must buy food for meetings twice a week, buy lunches, buy food for party)

9.runner (go banks to change money, go buy vouchers, collect tickets etc)

10.pantry auntie (refill the biscuits in new office everyday)

11.post woman (collect letters from one office to another, give out letters)

12.receptionist

13. secretaries' secretary (help them do whatever they want)

14. f&B coordinator (plan food for party, in charge of food in new office)

i cant remember anymore maybe cos too many already. im currently stuck at jobs 2,7,8,10,11,12 and 13.aiyo. and from last fri after meeting i was made to sit outside beside the receptionist to be be the other and she's driving me crazy. i hope i can sustain.

cos im in the new office where everyone there does ir, so they are all new-comers who dont dare to talk at all or big shots who are in charge. so all of them are like archis. except this girl and me and the receptionist. and the receptionist always drive me and the girl a bit crazy. so the girl was my only friend. we'll sit inside among the archis and talk. and i still got 1 friend.she's called sharon. then she'll go buy food with me, carry stff with me etc. but FRIDAY WAS HER LAST DAY omg! she's flying back to melbourne to study. i die. i dont know how to buy 20 packets of food plus fruits every tues and thurs anymore. how to carry! then the big shots ask me to go charm the archi boys so they will help me carry?! huh siao pls. die. and no one to talk to me anymore at all. and no one to say "i want to slp" everday to me so tt i can say " i want to go home" and no one to complain to me about the recept so tt i can complain back. n i have to sit beside the recept from wed aiyo. there cannot listen to mp3 cos at front desk so if she talks i must listen but she doesnt stop talking omg. i hope they hurry find a permanent person to take over me. they're interviewing now.hope can hurry come pls and send me back to old office! soon work incentives would be morning when i'll go over and talk a bit to the old office pple then lunch with s,r,c and go home time when i'll go over again and complain about horrid day at work to the old office pple. it was enjoyable when sharon was with me actually, now no more omg i told her "i'll miss u man im screwed" and she said "ya i'll miss you too and if i have to sit beside *****(the recept) everyday i think i'll go crazy." oh oh.

byebye:(

in my new office now
everything is really very white
all tables walls ceiling
and so so cold
really makes me feel like im in the refrigerator.
and whole day no more usual pple to talk to
i like never talk whole day,
my lips are like stuck together cos never talk and so cold haha
but im still glad tt when i volunteered to go back old office to take stuff there were pple to talk and smile to:)
and glad i finally saw tutor huang who came over to meet us for lunch:)))
finally. we used to lunch everyday seven days a week and it's been so long! so thanks for coming down!im sure u're the best tutor:))
and work ended ready im walking over soon.
then meeting geok choo (our office auntie librarian who doesnt let us call her auntie) with rushan for dinner! oh no means i think i will miss the dance show oh nono.

Aiyo today is quite AIYO-ish.
Morning was passed some really huge stacks of stuff to photocopy then suddenly this other woman ask me and sara to go in to join rushan in the confidential project thing again but I had to finish the stack first so only sara went in first. and while photocopying I met this other old man who made me so upset sian.i keep meeting mean older men. But thank god for jess susan rushan sara cat gwen etc. and jess bought me barley to cheer me up and susan gave a lotta sweets. Then by the time I finished I went into the confidential thingy then they said don’t need me today already then ok I stayed at my place to do stuff. Then while doing suddenly this woman called n said tmr I gotta go help in IR tmr. Aiyo. Then means I have to change office and leave my seat. Then I wont be in same office with rushan cat and sara anymore. In some other one at another level at the other end. Omg. I think it’s my last time using this comp??:/ cos tmr I change seat ready. Sian I really like pple in this office, the pple around me (jess n serene) and other nice pple around(june err erin err gwen err everyone) and I like geok choo although she only speaks pro English and I like pantry auntie’s laughter!and I’mm miss listening to e*dor* ‘s exciting gossips. And I cant say bye to marlita and geok everyday anymore! And I cannot disturb gwen anymore and etc etc. aiyo and I don’t know anyone doing IR. Aiyo aiyo aiyo. Ok I shall leave office soon! I will miss you, third level office. And I will miss this comp! got so many nice songs. Sian:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

hello im back, to blog normally, no more emo posts haha. anw last week has been a super busy week and i havent touched the comp for really long, like till now.

last sunday. sang in church, kelly led. had a solo part which freaked me out a lot. then went vivo with my family ate at the really nice food republic. i love the third level pls why so pretty. then went xiaoyi's house met hx, hy, xy. played tennis and watched tv. ate dinner her mum cooked. and wated tv/wrote diary in her house till late cos i was too lazy to get up to go home.
monday. work. went limmy's house after tt with ru and yunxi and lyn to play cluedo. haha then ru,yx and me fell asleep while watching tv and they couldnt wake us up till 12plus.

tuesday.work,had to go down to clarke quay to collect 5000 bucks worth of tickets! then met carmen after work, saw joy n teo. sand painting at home. heard from meow!

wednesday.work, packed goodie bags with cat. then went far east to buy suspenders cos cat didnt recognise ice lemon tee haha and central to walk. then watched crazy horse.

thursday.work, had to rush out all the amazing race stuff like siao, went down to taka with 2200bucks to buy vouchers, went down to concourse to buy random stuff. then rushed to church for worship prac.

friday.worked till like 11plus then went to buy lunch for pple.cabbed to sentosa then we went to our various stations for amazing race. was station master at palawan beach! had to count the number of planks on the suspension bridge. 432 ok! super super giddy. then played till bout 5 then we went public toilet at siloso beach. on the way we met this really cute kid who kept frowning andshe gave us goodbye kiss!then went to bathe at public toilet where we saw this very gross korean girl who ***********************(R21). we almost died. then we rushed down to rasa sentosa to put our bags. after tt we had to wear golden top hats cos we were polaroid photographers. everyone who went had 2 coupons then they can take 3 shots each n we went around taking photos! then was dinner where there was dp superstar etc. and i won luckydraw!haha won a polaroid camera. maybe it was the one i was using! then it ended at 11 plus and we took shuttle bus out to the taxi stand where we met this &*%&amp;amp;amp;^$$@$^&%&)&)_*^$^%!@#$%^&^**())><}{+!!!!!!! guy. cos we were talking bout this girl (starstar) who went with this guy, from our office behind us in the queue, going starbucks to eat cheesecake, so we had to use LG language. then there were one indianguy and one chinese guy in front of us. then suddenly the indian guy was like
the indian "they speak in this kind of language, they are so stupid they think no one understands"
the chinese "you can understand ah?"
the indian "yah, .............girls school ..............(etc)..."
blablabla...
the indian 'lagaloooo ligiliiii gagagaga" (tries to mimic!!)
"they are too free"
"gibberish...immature....."
and he continued telling his friend very loudly.
initially we still laughed and thought he was ridiculous then we stopped for bout 5 mins then he still went on non stop so we started talking again in LG about non-related to him stuff and he suddenly talked when we stopped, saying
"yah, you're stupid too."
HUH?
then he went on again and again
for bout another dunno how long
then he took out his hand phone to play music v loudly and he said
"sometimes you have to play music so as not to hear pple talking"
wah lao!
ok then we still continued ignoring him, it was like 10 plus mins ready
then finally the taxi came n while he was boarding all of us said "BYEEEE"
and he shouted
"BYE LOSERS"
like huh!!!!
siao leh really.
really never met such an ungentlemanly mad petty irritating guy our whole lives.
really felt like quarrelling back la but he so big size haha.
and all of us felt so upset and accused and wronged and bullied we all felt like crying la, the out of anger kind,all except sara cos i dunno if she knew what was happening HAHA. but of cos me and ru didnt we were just shocked and funny cat cried the whole way back until her sis thought she was *****.hahahahaha
anw we realise we have his photo!!!! HMPFFFFFFF! i'll send it to obituaries ah tmd.

busy right!! and sat i was finally free after such a hectic week oh yay.
pris watched me eat zinger and at night went with my relatives to this damn nice teochew restaurant. really damn damn damn nice. the now still will think about it kind. damn nice la.

then sun i sang in church then went town with daddy n mummy then at night went auntie's house to cut my "18yr old" uncle's cake!then watched susperstar.

and today work again. supposed to go in some confidential project thing but cos i dunno how to use some program so cannot then i stayed outside. and i was so bored cos no more amazing race or dinner and dance to help.and i stoned from 610 to 640pm, so bored. luckily after work i had korean food to cheer me up:))))
now really very free ready no more work to rush but so sian.
luckily tmr's tuesday. changing appetites has 50% discount on all cheesecakes on tuesdays:)))
anw everytime i see my sister she's doing work leh pls. did the syllabus really change so much??!!

and meow said she has to mug? omg jiayou!
and jerm is working! hello pls steal some recipes and bake for me!
and i want to see caitou's hair! and we're supposed to go treat the indian man drinks!
and carmen's computer got problem cannot work! cant be my problem!hahaha
and shuyan and jieying and me can go take free ice cream from pris.
and tanxuan is sick!
and i still havent eaten yutangwith sijia.
and i went to see xian twice she wasnt there and she only has two off days so i must have been really unlucky and i wanted to eat suckling pig tt day and suckling pigs remind me of the pig heads albfzz and i hang.
and i havent seen anyone from touch for so long lyn n everybody.
and i miss class a lot why is it so hard to see everyone now.
and kiddy band never perform we died again.
and i havent heard from andy or bernice or phil or any sa person for very very long
and i felt so young again today when ru sara and i ran away while cat was outside i agree no one will believe we're working haha.
and i like lunching with ru sara cat everyday and planning what to eat and eating dessert everday and i think i need new clothes soon at this rate. and we really dont understand sara more than half of the time and cat is like a kid. and she tried COWs junior for the first time today! and she's never tried so many things hahaha.
and i like planning pantry meetings with cf though we met 1 out of 7 times? we always miss each other.
and i like walking out from marina square to the bustop be it day or night.
and i still miss school a lot.
and i miss all those pple i used to see be it close or just those dunno but will see pple.
and i miss school yong tau foo stall food especially the fried chicken.
and i miss wearing school u and shoes and carrying sch bag.
and i got my pay 657 bucks only pls:\
and i think tmr will be a long day at work sorting and filing stuff, dunno why so much and so many things to file ahhhhhhhh. and what if got nothing to do even worse.
okok look on the bright side of life!!!!!!
this has been my motto since i talked to meow.
meow u must be proud of me right??:))

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