today ***** made me sit beside her whole day although i have nothing to do and i just left to do work at main office rather than stone and ***** called judith to complain and ask me back.and she made me walk to and fro very far about 3 or 4 times today and shes driving me crazy. we're currently at the ignoring mode so i dont understand why she force me to come back and ignore me. and i enjoy ignoring her i hope she ignores me forever. i almost quarelled with ***** today and i stopped cos i felt ***** will slap me or sth cos i felt like slapping her and i thought mayb she feels the same. and she is driving me crazy i hope i can sustain.
*****: "blablablablabla" (for what seems a lifetime)
"u cannot be there 24 hours a day"
me: "i dont even work 24 hours"
*****: "blablablabla..." (for another lifetime)
omg.

luckily there's jess n serene when i went back to comfort me and agree with me tt ***** is &%#^*!@^&!!
and on my way out judith(the main office recep who is in charge of 400 over pple, 4 times tt of *****) passed me a bag of chocolates and said it's to cheer me up. and she asked me not to share with *****. hahaha funny.

dear lord, pls make life with ***** better, thanks for high tolerance level though i think i may need a higher one, and i pray my blood vessels dont burst and that i wont explode and that i wont rebut her and just let it go and that i wont pull out all my hair. In Jesus most precious name, amen.