and i realised i havent had the laugh-a-lot-cannot-stop-stomachach-cannot-breathe-still-laugh-and-laugh-and-laugh(lalcsscbslalal) laughter for veryveryvery long.
when was the last time u lalcsscbslalal? haha i invented a new word.
i remember secondary school that time we'll always lalcsscbslalal and the teacher will scold n we'll lalcsscbslalal even more. i think that was like when rotten nose was teaching us. omg remember we used to call her that aiyo so mean. and i think sec one n two linying and rushan always made me lalcsscbslalal i think i cant rememeber actually. oh and i remember when we were discussing bout ABC in sec two, we sat in front of our comp using msn we lalcsscbslalal like really siao and xinyu or huiyi lalcsscbslalal until she banged her head on the keyboard. hahaha. i wanna lalcsscbslalal again!

and now the only people who still lalcsscbslalal around me's like dawn and huiyi only!
are we old already?
someone make me lalcsscbslalal please.
ok and what am i doing
bye bye you
hello chemistry.

shuyan for you, your favourite.

sister, i wanna put your favourite for you too, but we're supposed to be cool remember. so we'll stick to ur mp3.hahaha

THANK

you. for coming all the way to sim
really happy
carpe diem

you.for listening to oldies older than mine
really happy
we'll be same age when we're old. HAHA

Wishing on a shooting star
But dreams alone won’t get you far
Can’t deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for
Come on, here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in
And get ready for the ride of your life
In your heart you know what you must do
You only got yourself to answer to
Don’t let fear of falling hold you down
Your spirits flying high above the clouds
You’re glory bound Come on here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
You're on your way no looking back
There’s no future living in the past
You’re free at last yeah
You’re free at last
Come on here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life, yeah
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life
Come on, come on, get ready Yea, yea, yea
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life




i heard this in huiyi's mp3 while studying until i wanna puke and *BOMB* it jolted me back to reality!
really ride of my life in 3 days! jiu ming. im still struggling to find safety belt im not ready for the ride.
what talking me ok this is the closest to twelve im blogging yay
and i just read a blog insulting nanyang.
^*$#$%^%^@!@#)(*^!!!!

no time no time
i keep sleeping
even more no time
i think my day is half of others
i dunno why need to sleep so much
but i just wake up every morning
knowing that i fell asleep studying
i used to get very freaked
that i just slp like that
and i wake up very freaked
as though my heart's the centre of gravity
but im used to it now
i just wake up feeling very tmd
that again
and it repeats
again
and again
and again again
argh.
and five days more only
and minus sleeping
which is a lot
there's no time left
and i still keep thinking emo thoughts
they keep attacking me
i must block block block!
i think too much!
but not think about work
how!
i can only think of physicschemmathecons
okay
okay okay
stop being emo la tmd!
i must play richie ren on repeat hahaha
okay shall go clear my brain
and think intellectual thoughts now!
everybody study hard!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll slp on your behalf. argh

anw today's entry is dedicated to a stanger
i still dunno who he is
but he is veryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery nice like sjb

so i was lying on my sofa,sick and feeling tmd
then the phone rang
then i picked up
then it was the security guard and he told me
"you lost your wallet right"
then i "huh really"
then he asked me to go down to take
cos i didnt even know
cos sick then i just stayed home to slp
didnt even check my wallet
and i thought the security guard made a mistake
so i went down
in PYJAMAS AND SPECS
and at the guard house
there was some cute guy
and he passed me my wallet!
he came all the way to my house to give me
after he picked up from the bus!
so nice omg
and inside got 40 bucks
he never take
can buy like
13 and one third shihlins u know
ok it doesnt sound much
erm can buy
100 cups of soya bean from rj fruit stall!!
and i couldnt thank properly
cos he left very fast
but veryveryveryvery nice
THANK YOU stranger

and my sis says he must be truly very nice
considering he saw my ez link
i really think so
hahaha.


and my house is like a hotel
we on air con whole house cos haze
very nice


and math is really not nice.
im going to see huiyi soon
byebye

HELLO HELLO EH TESTING TESTING
can see already?????!!!!!!!!yay ok.

testing testing TESTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
why cannot seeeeeee
argh

i feel cold hot cold hot cold hot cold hot cold?! hot?! cold??! hot?!!! sick.

fever fever go away,
come again another day (or dont come)
little children little children
little children want to study

i've been very lost these few days, really dont remember what i've been doing, everything just seems hazy. anw havent been blogging, i slept at 9pm for two days yuck. so since i slept at 9 of cos i didnt study for my math mock and yesterday's math mock was hell ok. i finished in one hour plus cos all blank and i took out my notes and spent the last one hour studying stats since i cant do. !%^(*^&^$%^#W^%&*&(*%%#$^^(*&%%$#%%**(*)(*&^%$#@!!!
and i think im really a mugger. you know yesterday i woke up at 4am plus in shock that i slept on the sofa at 9pm and i was holding a mug! i think when i was sleeping my dad passed me a mug water then i drank and just held it till morning. cool right it actually didnt drop omg.
anw i talked to some unexpected person and it made me unexpectedly happier and unexpectedly enlightened and unexpectedly rewarded cos she's unexpectedly nice considering i unexpectedly talk to her and i bet i was unexpected too.thankyou ms soh.
and bad things never stop coming. cos we only look at the bad things coming. good things come too, in fact things just keep coming we just cant help dwelling on the bad ones. but why now [bad things]>>>bad and good things] such that [bad and gd things] ~ [bad]
im going to surprise liling with ice cream, it's her bday! byebye

I BLOG AT ONE!!!!!!!

haha ok night.

and i checked my phone today

"drink more water

daddy with love"

and after dinner

a bowl of fruits from my mum

and i went out

"come home early:) family wif luv"

and when i came home again

and everyone was asleep

and i opened my door

and the aircon was on

the perfect temperature for sleep

and i smiled

there's no place like home.

and i look at the correction tape on the table

and i laugh to myself

i think it's sweeter

than real chocolates itself

and i receive messages

of concern: my health,

my mood, my studies,

my life myself.

and i think to myself

such sweet people around

and i smiled again

life's not really a pain.

i just found out that my friend didn't sleep last night and came to sch for lessons!! omg! how can! aiyo kids nowadays ar.... later fall sick how!!! sleep so little sure fall sick. eh but then again.. WHY AM I SICK! I SLP SO SO SO SO SO MUCH STILL SICK?!?! world's biggest irony argh.
anw i think i should change this blog name. i never ever blog at 12! argh ok i'll try to tonight, hope i dont fall asleep studying again.




the world's deadliest bombs.
(hongmin,daijing and my breath!)

i didnt blog at twelve again. 3 days ready! argh really cant stay up! i keep sleeping i dunno why. i dont think it's the medicine (by the way i have 5 different pills, 1 cough mixture, 1 nose spray, eye drops, 1 vitamin c, OMG). i dunno why! argh
and my phone has no batt for bout 2 days ready, i keep falling asleep so i never charge my phone. and my mp3 also no batt. and i think i also have no more batt. feel so tired and sick and screwed and =S. grace lim wake up! if i continue at this rate im gonna die for As. omgggggggggggggggggggg stressed.

ok i shall go charge everything now, my phone, my mp3, my life.

sigh OBAT failed! (operation blog at twelve) second day only den i fell asleep ready tmd. please let me stay up please let me stay up please let me stay up and start studying.
anyway yesterday i just felt like a

during consultation with ms koh, after consultation, during lunch, before mock exam, throughout 3 hours math mock exam, after math mock exam, ok maybe just the entire time. argh im so sick of feeling like da bian but i cant help it. im so sick of myself and im so sick. i hate coughing.

and my eye hurt the whole day yesterday. it's the vein i guess. from coughing too much. and i told mummy last night n she said her doc's sis coughed too hard her eye sth blood vessel burst n luckily she went hospital else she would have gone blind. omg i dont want my eye to burst! but it hurts. pleasedont let me cough, please dont let me cough anymore.

and i found new comfort food: guilinggao!

hello to you stop singing.

everything is very weird i don't know why everything's in chinese and my comp cant read chinese. anyway i wanted to use livejournal cos meow says it's cooler but being the smart pui i am i keyed in my date of birth as 2005, i also dunno why, and now they want my parent to verify and stuff!huh. ant they want credit card number.huh huh. i only have ez link. so i cant use. argh i'll try next time.
anyway today's the last lastlast day of school.so fast!so ____________. (i feel everything so u can fill in whatever u feel i feel)
anw had good talk with caitou and meow.they make me realise stuff and make me grow up. i feel wiser ready. and we bought tigger for hugo,she looked so happy, yay. and currently i'm playing he-who-shall-not-be-named's song, i really feel him. meow and i were singing and eeeee it's freaky how it's written for me. ok.
i love photographs, they really paint a thosand works ok, though during photos during oral exams paint zero words to me. anw yes, photos transport you back in time and they just say so much and bring u closest back to the time and when u look at one photo it may be simple but u know there's a lot and everyone looks at the same photo differently and blablabla, photos are just nice.



and i hate farewells.