today i realise i really dont like to make promises anymore. maybe it's cos people always make promises and when they promise me, i believe and i end up believing too much and they dont keep or we make a promise together and im the only one keeping and that person cleanly forgotten and i still hold on to the promise and remember and wish it will happen. i don't like to promise unless im certain it is as i promised. but when i promise to promise, people dont do what they promise it becomes so unpromising. but i believe the promise today the trio meeting we will keep. or at least i will.cos i promised.