sigh OBAT failed! (operation blog at twelve) second day only den i fell asleep ready tmd. please let me stay up please let me stay up please let me stay up and start studying.
anyway yesterday i just felt like a

during consultation with ms koh, after consultation, during lunch, before mock exam, throughout 3 hours math mock exam, after math mock exam, ok maybe just the entire time. argh im so sick of feeling like da bian but i cant help it. im so sick of myself and im so sick. i hate coughing.

and my eye hurt the whole day yesterday. it's the vein i guess. from coughing too much. and i told mummy last night n she said her doc's sis coughed too hard her eye sth blood vessel burst n luckily she went hospital else she would have gone blind. omg i dont want my eye to burst! but it hurts. pleasedont let me cough, please dont let me cough anymore.

and i found new comfort food: guilinggao!